Sunday, January 21, 2024
O Holy Vibrato
Sunday, January 7, 2024
Tiny victories
Happy New Year!
New semesters and new calendar years are great opportunities to evaluate our big-picture trajectories and then zero in on the day-to-day routines that will help us get where we want to be. I came across some wisdom on this topic on The Mental Game of Musical Theatre podcast by our friend David Eggers. There is a lot of outstanding advice in this podcast coming from David's interviews with Broadway professionals. I recently listened to the episode with actor, singer, and songwriter Gavin Creel and was struck by the way he describes the importance of seeking small, daily joys—what he call "tiny victories." (The two-part episode with Creel is available here and here.).
Essentially, Creel believes that storing up regular tiny victories gives us balance and perspective that allows us to better handle the aspects of life that do not work in our favor. For him, a tiny victory sometimes comes from trimming his hydrangea bushes, or engaging in conversations with the server ("Emma") at his local deli, or committing to regular meditation sessions. By amassing these sorts of small joys, he feels more grounded when challenges arise related to his work ("like walking into that audition room, or weathering that call, 'I'm sorry, Gavin, it's not going your way'") or when faced with one of life's inescapable, larger disappointments ("those breakups, those losses, those deaths"). As he says,
"Those big, big, big things that seem insurmountable are coming for you, for me, for all of us. If I don't have a practice in place for me to be able to weather those things, you'll get through it, but it makes it makes it a lot harder."
While this is powerful advice for big-picture life events, I think the same philosophy can be applied to small-scale events like vocal practice. When we are practicing difficult material, or working to develop complicated techniques, each practice session has the potential to accumulate "tiny losses" or even (to be a bit dramatic) "tiny tragedies." Does the world stop spinning if you crack on a high note? Of course not, but it doesn't feel good when it happens. As we have discussed previously, incorporating "desirable difficulties" that take focus and effort to overcome is an important part of meaningful practice. As singer and voice teacher Aubrey Adams-McMillan posted recently, "Making mistakes is a sign of effort," and both mistakes and effort are necessary for progress. [Consider revisiting "Failure is the only option"]
So, maybe what our practice sessions need in 2024 are intentional tiny victories in order to offset the inevitable tiny tragedies that are part of effortful practice. Maybe every practice session needs to include time when you sing something you love just because you love it. Maybe in every session you should stop at some point to recognize, "Hey, that's something I couldn't do two years ago!" Maybe when you notice the bad feelings that come along with tiny tragedies, you can say, "I'm feeling frustrated by this because I'm a sensitive person, and being a sensitive person is a big part of what makes me a great artist."
I would guess that, in some sessions, there may seem to be more tragedies than victories (tiny or otherwise). But, if we follow Creel's advice and look for more tiny victories to recognize, the balance may swing in a more positive direction.
What are some goals you have for this semester in the voice studio? What are some tangible tiny victories you can bring into your singing?
Now go practice.
Sunday, November 26, 2023
Great light
Sunday, November 12, 2023
Get out of the way
"Condition the voice, and then get out of its way." -Kate DeVore
Sunday, October 29, 2023
What you want vs. What you need
If you were a high school theatre student in Utah, it's likely that you attended the Utah Theatre Association conference. This is an annual event designed to give high school theatre students and teachers the opportunity to see performances, attend lectures and workshops, and just geek out together about theatre. It's a huge gathering that attracts thousands of students from all across the state. Considering that they're all teenagers, and they're all theatre kids, there is always a lot of energy at the conference. And a lot of noise. And several students wearing age-inappropriate hats, like a sophomore rocking a fedora because he decided that's his "thing" this year. (You do you, dude.)
I go to the conference almost every year to present workshops, usually on musical theatre singing. I always leave room for Q&A and often end up sticking around after my sessions to answer additional questions, which I always find encouraging since it shows me just how much the students want to know about this subject.
One year, an enthusiastic young student said to me, "I really, really want to be great at belting. What's the best way to get an amazing belt sound?" I told her, "Well, there are a number of exercises you can use to really target your belt voice." She nodded her head eagerly. "But," I continued, "you should also train your head voice, which will help build your full vocal instrument, which will also strengthen your belt singing." She seemed less enthusiastic to hear that second part.
There is often a disconnect in life between what we want and want we need. It's no wonder Aretha Franklin separated the two when she sang, "What you want, baby, I got it. What you need, do you know I got it?" Even the Queen of Soul knew there was a difference.Sometimes we may want something, but when we find out what is needed to obtain it, we may reconsider and decide it's not worth it, after all. Case in point, in The Picture of Dorian Gray by Oscar Wilde, the character Lord Henry Wotton says, “To get back my youth, I would do anything in the world, except take exercise, get up early, or be respectable.” In a previous blog turned article, I discussed the difference between "wishes and dreams" (i.e., things we'd like to accomplish but don't take any tangible steps to achieve) and "goals and plans" (i.e., things we are actively and systematically working to achieve).
Famed operatic mezzo-soprano Jamie Barton, whom the New York Times dubbed "opera's nose-studded rock star," was not always motivated to achieve the high levels of performance that she has seen in her career. Her college voice professor, Dr. Brian Horne, said as much in an interview with Classical Singer.
"[Jamie] herself would admit that I had to sit her down on a couple occasions to remind her that she would need to work harder if she wanted to have some chance of success,” he says. “More or less, I told her that I couldn't guarantee that she would succeed if she gave it everything she had, but I could guarantee that she wouldn't succeed if she didn't give everything she had."
At that point, she wanted to succeed, but she wasn't doing what she needed to find that success. Based on her 2023-2024 performance schedule (Houston, Valencia, Paris, Chicago, Munich), she has clearly righted the ship.
What do you want from your singing? What do you think you need to do to get that? Lastly, and most importantly, are you willing to consistently and systematically do what you need to do to get what you want (not just when it's convenient or when it's easy)?
Now go practice.
Sunday, October 15, 2023
Like you've never been...
A few years ago, I wrote a blog describing my qualms with the phrase "Sing like no one is listening." You've probably heard some variation of the quote, which is usually along the lines of “You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching, love like you'll never be hurt, sing like there's nobody listening, and live like it's heaven on earth.”
I appreciate the sentiment. Probably all of us have been unkindly judged for our singing at some point in our lives. If the idea of singing like no one is listening really means sing as though no one is judging you, I can get on board with that.
But, as someone who has worked hard to put together thought-out performances based on intentional expressive choices, why would I not want anyone to listen? What was all of that time and effort for? As I said in the blog, "sing like no one is listening" can seem to imply that what I have to say is not worth anyone hearing. If that's true then what's the point?
Recently, I came across another take on this famous quote from author and voice pedagogue Cynthia Vaughn:
Sing like you've never been shushed. That's worth repeating.
Think of all the ways you've been silenced in your life. Consider all the times you have been made to feel that your voice was not worth hearing, your ideas not welcome in the room, your perspectives not valued.
When people criticize our singing, they may feel like they're just being cute or just teasing in a light-hearted manner. Maybe they're just echoing some of the things people have said to them. But when we hear those comments, it usually doesn't feel light-hearted or flippant. It feels personal. It's as though they are criticizing us, not just our voices.
Students often ask me what the best way is to overcome nerves when performing. There is no easy answer since people experience various degrees of performance anxiety for any number of reasons. However, I believe that at least some of our anxiety is due to the fact that we have had negative thoughts about others we have heard sing. Perhaps we are at least a little bit afraid that people will think the same things about us that we have thought about others.
The cure? Extend the same grace to others that we would want extended to us. As an audience member, are you quick to criticize or quick to compliment? Are you drawn to someone's successes or their failures? Do you secretly hope that someone's performance is lesser so that you can feel greater about your own abilities? If so, it's no wonder you are anxious to perform.
The good news is that we can train ourselves to see the positive just by intentionally choosing to do so. I would much rather see a performance that is sincere, committed, and enthusiastic—even if it is less than pitch perfect—than one that is made up of perfectly balanced and resonant tones but half-heartedly communicated.
Of course, there is nothing wrong with noticing inefficiencies in someone else's performances or taking note of areas you feel can be improved. As artists in training, that's an important skill to develop. But cognitive research indicates that the more effective pedagogic path is to build upon someone's strengths with positive feedback than to point out someone's perceived flaws with no instruction toward improvement.
So, how do you sing as though you've never been shushed? Don't be a person who shushes others.
How has your singing been this week? Now that we're in the second half of the semester, what goals do you have for the rest of the term?
Now go practice.
Sunday, September 17, 2023
Use it or lose it
One of the scholars who is frequently cited in articles that promote how everyone should sing is the late Professor Stephen Demorest of Northwestern University. He has conducted some of the most prominent research studies demonstrating how singing is a learnable skill and is not as dependent on "talent" as we are often led to believe. Importantly, his research also highlights how singing skills take practice to maintain (just like speaking a second language, doing a backflip, etc.) or we risk succumbing to the "use it or lose it" phenomenon.
The pertinent research was published in the journal Music Perception, and is summarized in an article in the Northwestern News. In the study, investigators compared the singing accuracy of kindergarteners, sixth graders, and college students. They found there was significant improvement in students' skills from kindergarten to sixth grade, which—go figure—is when most students are getting some sort of consistent music instruction in school. From sixth grade to college, however, students regressed in their abilities and were only singing as accurately as the kindergarteners in the study.
As the article describes, the years between sixth grade and the end of high school (when their singing abilities started to decline) are when most children experience voice changes due to puberty (it doesn't receive as much attention, but it's worth noting that children who experience an estrogen-dominant puberty, as opposed to a testosterone-dominant puberty, also experience significant voice changes during those years). I suspect the vocal instabilities of adolescence and the heightened self-consciousness that coincides with that time of life cause many students to stop singing around that time—or at least to stop singing in front of others.
Of course, a lot of students that age simply choose to focus their energies in other areas, since those are also the years when they start filling their schedules with sports, AP classes, and other activities that place demands on their time. The arts, music, and singing often get left behind. As Demorest points out in the article, by eighth grade, only 34% of children in the United States participate in elective music instruction, and that number declines even more by the time students reach high school graduation.
I think we all understand that if someone trains as a figure skater from kindergarten through sixth grade, and then stops, that person will not be as good a skater by the time they get to college. Logically, this applies to singing, as well.
Of course, the other noteworthy results that come out of Demorest's research is how it highlights the psychological baggage we bring to singing that we don't bring into other activities. As mentioned in the article, children who have been told that they can’t sing are less likely to engage with music throughout life. Many of them carry painful memories—like being called "tone deaf"—well into adulthood.
As Demorest states, “Everyone should be able to have music as a part of their life. It’s OK to select out of it, but it should be by choice, rather than because you think you don’t have ‘talent.' And if at any point in life you decide to become more engaged, you can be...When people are unsuccessful [at singing] they take it very personally, but we think if you sing more, you’ll get better.”
One way Demorest suggests people can continue to use their voices regularly is to have low-stakes opportunities in music that don’t require the commitment of time that playing in a band or an orchestra does. “People need a place to sing and have fun without worrying about how good they are,” he said.
I would argue that even those of us who have professional aspirations as vocalists need these sorts of low-stakes opportunities to sing. Focused practice is obviously crucial for building specific skills, but recreational singing, or just jamming out with friends, is also allowed to be part of your vocal exercise (actually, it's encouraged).
How has your practice been this week? Do you need more low-stakes opportunities to sing with others? How can you add that to your life?
Now go practice.












