Saturday, January 4, 2020

Failure is the only option

[Edit: A revised version of this article has been published on the Classical Singer blog. Please visit https://www.csmusic.net/content/articles/failure-is-the-only-option/]

If you've ever seen the movie Apollo 13, you may remember the famous quote by Gene Kranz (played by Ed Harris), "Failure is not an option!" The funny thing is, Kranz never actually said that in real life, according to Jerry Bostick, one of the key flight controllers responsible for the Apollo 13 rescue and a technical advisor for the movie. Kranz described being interviewed by script writers about what things were really like in Mission Control, saying:
"One of their questions was 'Weren't there times when everybody, or at least a few people, just panicked?' My answer was 'No, when bad things happened, we just calmly laid out all the options, and failure was not one of them.'...Only months later did I learn that when they got in their car to leave, [script writer Bill Broyles] started screaming, 'That's it! That's the tag line for the whole movie, "Failure is not an option."'"
Much like we do in the voice studio, when Kranz and his colleagues were presented with challenges, they worked to identify several possible paths to success. With lives in danger, like in the Apollo 13 situation, they wanted to work out any bugs before they implemented their rescue mission. Even though singing does not feature such high stakes, we also try to work out our strategies in the practice room so that mistakes don't happen in performances.

Although no one sets out to fail, the reality is that failed attempts help us home in on what does work. In fact, according to a recent study, it's actually required for long-term success.

An article by David Noonan in Scientific American profiles the work of a team of researchers at Northwestern University led by Dashun Wang. In their research, originally published in Nature, the group looked at the success and failure rates of people engaging in various activities, including venture capital startup investments, applying for National Institutes of Health grants, and even launching terrorist attacks.

One of their major conclusions is, as Wang states, "Every winner begins as a loser." In other words, everyone who was eventually successful first had to experience some form of failure.

This may not be all that surprising. But what is surprising is that the people who succeeded and the people who failed basically had the same number of attempts. This seems to contradict the conventional wisdom of "Just keep trying and eventually you'll get it." As the article states:
"It turns out that trying again and again only works if you learn from your previous failures. The idea is to work smart, not hard. 'You have to figure out what worked and what didn’t, and then focus on what needs to be improved instead of thrashing around and changing everything,' says Wang. 'The people who failed didn’t necessarily work less [than those who succeeded]. They could actually have worked more; it’s just that they made more unnecessary changes.'"
The other big takeaway from the study is that the sooner people made another attempt after a failure, the more likely they were to succeed. Conversely, the longer they waited to try again, the less likely they were to succeed.

I think this research has three significant implications for singing.

First, we can't just go through the motions of vocal exercises, mindlessly doing them over and over. That may help keep our muscles conditioned but it will not help develop technique. The more conscious and observant we are of the process, the more we can make intelligent adjustments to what we are doing instead of, as stated above, "thrashing around and changing everything." This is the "work smarter, not harder" idea.

Second, when we fail or make mistakes or make sounds we don't like, the sooner we try again, the more likely we will be to succeed. If frustration causes us to walk away and take a break, and keeps us from another attempt, we are less likely to find success.

Third, instead of avoiding failure, this research implies that failure is actually necessary for success. It's a step no one can skip. Getting something right on the first try doesn't mean we'll be able to do it consistently. We have to fail, make a thoughtful adjustment, fail differently, make another thoughtful adjustment, and so on, until we are consistently successful. This is completely in line with the stages of motor learning we discussed in the November blog (stages we will discuss more in the coming weeks).

Back in August, I wrote a blog that outlined four parameters for setting goals. Then you all identified three specific goals for the semester. For this first blog of 2020, I'd like you to revisit those goals. In the comments below, list three goals you have for this semester. Some may be the same, some may be slightly different, others may be completely different. Regardless, be as specific as you can in determining how you want to improve and what you want to accomplish in our time together this spring.

Welcome back, and Happy New Year!

Now go practice.

P.S. To read other blogs on the subject of failure (riveting, I know) click here and here.
The sun is rising on a new semester. Let's get back to work!

21 comments:

  1. I think I actually did accomplish 2 out of 3 of my goals last semester without realizing it. The one I didn't accomplish was getting a somewhat stable A4 but in hindsight that was probably unrealistic to accomplish in a single semester. This semester I'd like to 1) Continue working on and getting closer to a more even and stable vibrato that is on the pitch, I think I've actually made a lot of progress with this without thinking about it but now I would really like to hone in on it 2) I want to get and work on some songs I can go out and use in real auditions this semester 3) I want to explore and continue to stabilize my upper register and bridge it with the middle, specifically I think a stable and consistent G4 could possibly happen this semester; don't want to force it but I do really feel it is possible. With all of these I do still need to be much more patient with myself and give credit where it's due without getting lazy.

    -Brendan Lowry

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  2. Looking back on last semester I was pleasantly surprised how much I grew as a singer. I felt confident in songs in my jury that normally I wouldn’t feel would be songs I could sing. I feel that I met my goal of feeling more confident belting and now know I can perform a more beltier song.
    One of my other goals was to practice smarter for shorter periods of time. I think sometimes I forget practicing has a long term effect. Even though when I was just practicing like 7-10 minutes a day and I felt like I didn’t improve much, in the long term I can look back and see that I did.
    This semester, in light of it being my very last, I want to focus on the future and preparing myself for after college life. I would like to improve my book and make sure I have a range of songs to audition with. I think that my goals from last semester still apply and I will still be working on those as well as growing more in my technique and range.

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  3. For this semester, I’d like for my vocal placement to get more consistently forwards and twangy instead of living in the warmer place I tend to. Not only is this sound a little closer to what we want to hear but it also makes hitting higher notes much easier than it would be otherwise. Second, I want to help myself establish a schedule for rehearsal and work and to stick to it. I really struggle with the motivation to do any work that presents me a with a challenge and this work certainly has. I also want to be able to understand the music that I’m performing more clearly. I don’t know a lot about music theory so that’s a little bit difficult at this point but I think it’s possible for me to do it from an expression and musically approach. I guess that really means I’d like to get more into my text work and my understanding of the piece from that perspective.

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  4. I think it really is important to remember that failure and shortcomings are a part of growing as a performer. I know that I can get really frustrated with myself when my voice doesn't do what I want it to do. I was talking to someone else in my class towards the beginning of the year and we talked about how growth isn't a straight diagonal line up; it is full of ups and downs and is an overall line leading upwards towards success. I need to remember that on my off voice days. This semester, I want to be able to find more consistency in my voice. I feel like there is too much of a range between my good and bad days, and I would love to narrow that window of vocal performance. I can already see though that I have made growth from the beginning of first semester. I have grown so much more comfortable with my upper range as I've been able to discover more ease with those upper notes. I've also been exposed to more music that I otherwise might not have seen, and I've grown my appreciation for both classical Italian and more old-timey jazz. Listening back to recordings even from the summer, I'm shocked as to how much my voice has grown since then. The biggest thing for me has been the confidence I've gained in singing songs that I always thought would be out of my range and skill level. I accept that I will have failures along the way, but I am excited to see where my growth will take me despite those shortcomings!

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  5. I love this post!! It was just great to be reminded that failure is an important component of succeeding at whatever. For us as performers, I think failure can help us become better actors, singers, and dancers, because we learn from our mistakes and can grow from them.

    Last semester, one of my goals was to be able to connect more to the music that I was singing. For my first voice goal of 2020, I would like to continue working on that. I feel like I have taken more time last semester to dive into more of what my characters are feeling when they are singing their songs, but now, I want to add onto that and find specifics of every line that is sung and what the character's intent is behind each line. Along with that, I want to push myself further to find stronger emotion in songs that may push me outside of my comfort zone.

    Another goal of mine is to sing higher notes in a head-mix voice comfortably and consistently. Right now, I feel that it's only there sometimes, but I want to work to a point where it is always there and to hopefully work in a vibrato to it that isn't overbearing.

    My last goal for this semester to honestly stop being scared to make choices. I think I am always worried about what my professors are going to think and I always think the choices I'm going to make are dumb, so I don't make them as big as I could. I want that to stop and start trying to be more confident in my ideas and choices, which is going to be hard but I think I can do it! Here's to a good start of the new semester!

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  6. Looking at my goals I am impressed with what I accomplished. I am impressed with how much stronger my mix is and how I am more comfortable singing up there. I think I made too specific of goals, I wanted to be able to sing in my mix on all the vowels and I think that is still a good goal for me so I will keep working on that, but knowing that how I practice will dictate that. I want my goals this semester to be about perfecting my rep. My goal this semester is the be so prepared I can pull out any audition cut and sing it without worrying about it.

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  7. Reading this blog reminded me of a Star Wars quote by Yoda, “the greatest teacher failure is”. I think that that statement is true in life, but I had never applied it to voice lessons and singing. Whenever I had trouble with a song in semesters of the past I would just get frustrated and try to muscle through it and tire my voice out. I also always just went through the motions for vocal exercises and did them for the sake of doing them. I always thought that it was the songs themselves we were supposed to focus on, but if you want your voice to grow it’s like working out. You have to actually train with exercises. This semester I’m going to set times to really train my voice every day for short periods of time. I’m going to especially focus on exercises that take me higher and use techniques to reduce the pressure that I feel.
    -Myles Davis

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  8. Looking at my goals from the beginning of last semester I realize some of them were too vague, but others I achieved. I will list them below.

    #1 Have a solid list of repertoire (this is confusing, I will make it more specific for this semester).
    #2 Practice 7 hours a week ( I didn't. But probably got close).
    #3 Create a better musical theatre tone ( also vague . . .? I still want to achieve this but I don't know when this counts as attained so I won't include it in the goals for this semester)
    #4 Feel good after an audition and get a callback ( I got my first callback at the very end of the last semester!! I did't book the show but I feel really good that I got that far)

    This semester goals

    #1 Three audition songs that I know perfectly and feel very capable with them
    #2 Practice 5 hours a week (this time around I'll hold myself accountable by keeping a log)
    #3 Regularly practice healthy voice habits

    - Niko Krieger

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  9. I loved this post Failure as a word carries such a negative connotation but thinking of failure as a tool to getting better makes it so much more encouraging. The three things I'd really like to work on this semester is finding the right kind of rep for my voice ive finally started finding music that can really highlight what I can do but I just want to grow my options with in that style. My next Goal is to practice more I always start out really strong but by the second half end up struggling to find the time I'm keeping a personal voice journal this semester that will hopefully help me stay more engaged and focused and then third I would like to prepare songs quicker as graduation approaches I want to make sure I have the speed and self determination to properly learn and execute a song quickly.

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  10. Failure, or even the idea of potential failure is something I have struggled with in my life. I have tried things and succeeded, but I have also failed. Where I succeeded I felt empowered and continued and even when I was unsuccessful I looked back at the previous success and kept trying. Many other times I have failed and not attempted to try again. At these points I think whether I will be happier not doing anything, or trying with the real possibility of failure. I have lately used this quote by Theodore Roosevelt to find clarity. If simply trying is the goal, then I have already succeeded and that pushed me to my next goal. When I inevitably fail I know that the hardest part has come and gone. Doing it again will help me.

    The piece above has articulated something I knew, but never could put into words. I need to learn from my past failures, and that is why I am here. I have succeeded in voice and music before, but I have also failed. This has led me to my goals for this semester.

    1. Create and use a vocal warmup regiment.

    2. Fully understand my voice. Know and be sure about my range, vocal type and what songs suit or don’t suit me.

    3. Prepare myself for auditions and the real possibility of learning from when I fail.

    -Will Tepner

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  11. For my goals this semester, the first one is my posture. I know it doesn't go with the voice completely but is something that will improve the way I sing and perform as a person. my second goal is to be keeping a much closer eye on what I need to improve and not forget what did work the first time. just like what you said in this Blog. and my last goal for the semester is to open up more. there are times where I get really shy and nervous when I perform for others. Well I need to realize that this job I am going into is about showing the world what I can do and I am so excited for what is to come.
    Alex Fish

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  12. The first goal I have is to get more consistent with my vocal care. I'm having trouble being aware of stress in my neck and extrenuous use. I've been making an effort to pay more attention so my voice can be in the best shape it can. My second is to reduce acid reflux by no longer eating before bed. I'm starting by no longer eating past 9pm and we'll see if that helps! Third, I'd like to work on the pacing of my work and do more consistent practice sessions. I tend to practice a lot all at once and be inconsistent for a few days in between. I'd like to get more on track with my practice schedule so I can get my voice as healthy as possible. Overall, vocal health is my goal for this semester!

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  13. I didn't have the pleasure of having Brian last semester for voice so I will state my goals now instead!

    1. I want a better tone and overall stability of the voice. I often refer to Frank Sinatra's voice when I think of this goal. To my knowledge, he didn't have the most versatile voice or an incredible range of notes. But what makes him so unique is his voice quality and tonality, the sound of his notes are all expertly crafted and that is what defines him as a legendary artist.

    2. Further ability of vibrato on any note, especially higher notes in my range. I enjoy my natural straight tone and am glad for that undeveloped training first, because now I can work on being able to control vibrato healthily and in a professional manner. I think my breath work has a lot to improve on to maximize this potential.

    3. Control over volume on any note! It's cool to have a high A in a nice ending climax of a song. But you know what the real good sound is? That sweet, sweet high A on a delicate soft note. It's a treat when someone has the ability to sing high but manipulate the volume to a low sound to serve the scene in impactful ways. I would love to see my mesa di voce improve and see what I can do with songs with that ability.

    Josh W

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  14. My first goal for the semester is to get healthy. Last semester was a bit of a whirlwind of sicknesses for me. I had so much going on that I could;t seem to ever get back to fullest, which helps me back quite a bit vocally. I want to regain my overall health as well as vocal health to get back on deck with my vocal progresses.
    Like last semester I want to continue to open myself up. To make sure my music is well learned so that I may be as confident as I can be. TO be able to work on technique in my lessons and not the parts of the song I haven’t done adequate work on.
    My last goal is similar to the second one, but I want to work on applying acting while singing. While singing I am hyper-focused on the words, notes and sound quality of my voice, that I most often always forget what is happening on my face and in my body. Going along with number two, I will work hard enough on my songs so that when I am singing I can forget about the technique that I have already built up, and only be thinking of the acting and emoting the emotions of the song. (sorry for the run-on sentence)
    I am really excited to get to work this semester and demolish my goals.
    -Caden Tudor

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  15. Hey all! Welcome to semester two of freshman year. This is JT Kaufman

    Goal 1: I want to remain positive in my practice and performance. I will find something to love about each my performances this year. This is not to say I will avoid criticisms of my work altogether, but I will be positive about my progress.

    Goal 2: More faithfully apply corrections and suggestions from my voice and other instructors. I will keep better track of what needs to be changed and frequently review the notes I receive. I will accomplish this by re-listening to my voice lesson recordings and synthesizing the corrections I hear.

    Goal 3: Practice immaculate vocal hygiene with fidelity. I will avoid foods that trigger acid reflux. I will not overuse my voice. I will do consistent SOVT exercises before and after vocal use.

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  16. I've been hearing this idea of failing for so long, and I'm still uncomfortable with it! Failing is scary and can feel embarrassing, but I know it really is the best way to learn and be successful in the long run.
    1. Last semester, I wanted to regain my confidence singing in front of people. I have made HUGE strides in this area, as the first time I performed "True Love," I kind of blacked out during the performance and still have very little recollection of it. Now, I'm able to gently critique and identify areas I want to work on directly after performing. I want to expand this ability further and get to the point where performing a song is the same amount of nerve-wracking as performing a monologue.

    2.I wanted to stick to my practice schedule last semester. I think I did okay, not as consistent as I could have been, but also not slacking completely. This semester, though, I'm feeling excited to sing! I don't care if my roommates hear me, which opens up a lot of practice time. I'm going to think more carefully about my practice schedule and actually stick to the schedule I write out.
    3. New goal: I want to practice smarter and not get lazy. It's so easy for me to let my mind wander during warm-ups I know well and I know that isn't helping me improve. I'm going to practice mindfully and joyfully.
    4. Breathing better, another goal from last semester, is still a struggle, but I'm hoping my Voice and Speech class will help me continue to develop my lung capacity. I want to incorporate Alexander directions into my practice, and see if it makes a difference in my breathing and sound. This semester is all about mindfulness, let's do this!
    5. Final goal: DO THE BLOGS ON TIME!!! :)
    -Serena

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  17. 1. I would like to continue making the switch from first passaggio to second smoother and to implement it in a song, not to repeat same mistakes without trying something else or a new approach.
    2. To keep working toward a consistent and natural sound in my higher register that can match my lower register, rather than having 2 completely different voices.
    3. I want to incorporate more character work into my vocal practices, how to have emotions come across my face but not lose the posture that we have been working on inside my vocal box and mouth.
    4. To practice with more focus on improving, not to just practice for practice sake. to make conscious changes and approaches that could change a failure into a success.

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  18. When Andy Einhorn came for his workshop, I sang Giants in the Sky... and unfortunately he had much to say on the negative side of things. I thought this song was one I did well and so to hear those things made me stray away from trying this song again for a long time. Now I'm reworking on it and I wish I had come back to it sooner. It's true that if you try a second time sooner, it will be better than waiting. Time is not your friend when it comes to attempts. It's gotten to a point where I've decided accidents happen in singing. Mistakes can be made, but one wrong note doesn't negate all of the good ones I did sing. I just have to work harder to bring that one up to the rest.

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    1. Goal 1: Create and audition book that will demonstrate my abilities
      I'm working on this. I need to spend more time on this. Once Floyd is over and I have time to spend in the evenings I will ponder more material for my book.
      Goal 2: Work on my ability to quickly negotiate notes and registers
      I've been doing well with this. Floyd calls for this. It's got notes all over the map and I have to move through it.
      Goal 3: A re-commitment to adhere strictly to my voice practice schedule. I don't get to sing as much as I want these days.... Graduation will provide time. When I'm not at school 13 hours a day. I'll continue to work on this.

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