Barbara Honn was my teacher's teacher. She was on the faculty at the Cincinnati Conservatory, where she taught Bill Lavonis when he was a doctoral student. Bill was my voice teacher as I worked toward my master's degree at the University of Wisconsin-Milwaukee. Honn was widely revered as one of the great teachers of her generation right up until her death in 2023 at age 79.
The latest Journal of Singing published an article of remembrance, including statements about Honn from her students and colleagues. One of the comments that caught my attention was by Alison Acord, one of Honn's former students who is now a professor of voice at Miami University in Ohio:
"Another favored expression of Barbara's was 'sing the process, not the product.' She understood that most singers try to create an 'impressive' sound that is not possible because the sound in the room is so different from the sound inside the singer, even for experienced professionals. The phrase has now taken on another meaning. It's a lot like hearing 'enjoy the journey of life rather than the destination.'"
Alison Acord in "Remembering Barbara Honn: Reflections from Her Students and Colleagues," ed. Matthew Hoch, Journal of Singing 81, No. 3 (Jan/Feb 2025): 296.
I've blogged before about process vs. product, so I appreciate Prof. Acord's perspective.
The performing arts are unique among the creative arts. For those who write novels, paint pictures, or create sculptures, their finished works can live on and be observed in exactly the same way as when they were created. A statue can be placed on a shelf or in a museum where observers today can see essentially the same piece that other people saw generations earlier. We can change the way it is displayed, but the piece itself remains pretty much the same.
The performing arts don't work that way. A script, a score, or choreography, once written, all need interpreters to bring them to audiences. Since every interpreter has different skills and capabilities, all performances of that work will be different. So, even though something like Beethoven's 5th Symphony has been performed thousands of times over the centuries, no two performances have ever been (or will ever be) exactly alike.
As performers, that means we should think differently about our "product" than sculptors or painters do. Our products don't go into museums. They occur in time, happening once before they're gone forever. They are, as I sometimes say, snapshots in time, reflecting all we have to give in a specific moment, which (we hope) will grow, evolve, and change over time. Our later performances of certain works will certainly differ from earlier performances of those same works as we gain skill and experience and a deeper sense of how our skills and experiences inform our artistry.
This is such a though provoking post Brian! It is always such an interesting thought that the work we are doing and striving towards is always just a showcase of what has been built up to that point of the performance. For me, I know I always really beat myself up if I mess up a piece of blocking, choreography, or music, and neglect to acknowledge that I am a human being that can only bring so much of myself to that performance each day, and that some days will be better than others. Recently, I have been trying to operate under that mindset but it can get pretty hard. I may have mentioned this too in my voice lesson, but I always have to remind myself of the progress I have made. I can get very blinded by what is happening in the moment to take a step back and look at actually how much work I have put in to get me here in the first place. I think incorporating more of those little mindfulness ideas in my day to day will save me a lot of stress that I may need to be perfect in my routines and the product 24/7, 365.
ReplyDeleteBrian! This was such a great read. I have never thought of the performing arts in this way— I find it so easy to want to make everything perfect in my performances, because I myself have seen art and productions that have stuck with me, that I considered to be “flawless”. However, you have told me something that I think about often; that most performers could do a hundred auditions, and usually only feel great about one or two of them. What I love most about the performance arts is that it is live, raw, and unfiltered. The performers in the productions that I find flawless, might have felt like it was their “worst” performance, and I wouldn’t ever have known. I think I should give myself more grace going forward and remind myself that nothing is going to feel the same each time and telling the story correctly should always reign over perfection, which is an unattainable goal in the first place.
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Brian!! I believe you to be one of the most profound people I know. Everything you write out in every blog, everything you say, is just full of so much thought and truth, it's very inspiring. I love the fact that as artists in the performing arts, we can never recreate the same thing exactly, it's always a new experience for us. I definitely think we always strive for "perfection", whether it's in front of our peers, teachers, family and friends, audiences, and all of the above, and while the thought can help us to do our bests, in certain scenarios, we need to realize that we don't always need to be perfect. Especially in voice lessons and rehearsal spaces, we learn new things and we build up to our greatest potential. I tend to get upset at myself and confused when notes don't come out as planned, or when acting choices aren't conveyed correctly, and I almost feel embarrassed but at the end of the day, I need to overcome this feeling because it's not all supposed to be exactly how we plan it to be, and that's okay. We learn and we reflect and we grow. I need to be nicer to myself when things don't go as planned (something I think everyone should be) and note that it is truly okay.
ReplyDeleteBeautiful blog as always Brian. I feel like this is a really important precedent for performing, maybe even one of the biggest rules about performance, just staying in the moment. Acknowledging that every performance is never going to be the exact same, nor is it going to be perfect, is kind of a freeing ideology. It allows us as actors to be present in the moment and feeling how we feel that day through the character and song rather than focusing too hard on creating the same performance. It can make a song and character more your own. I think this ideology can also just help one appreciate and have more fun singing in general. If you feel less stressed to reach perfection, you can appreciate what you're doing well in the moment.
ReplyDeleteAs for practicing, this week went well! I've been less focused on working voice lesson material or technique and more on repetition and pitch correction for the material of the show I'm in and the other pieces I have to learn for classes. It's been kind of cramming any practice time in I can get with how busy my schedule has become.