Sunday, October 16, 2016

Performing Songs vs. Growing Songs

In a recent article of the Journal of Singing, author, singer, and master teacher Robert Edwin makes some important points about knowing which songs in our repertoire are performance ready and which are still in the learning or growing stage.

“A singer needs to function on two basic levels—a performing/audition level and a growing level. The performing/auditioning level needs to be comfortable, repeatable, accurate, and trustworthy enough to function under as intense pressure as can be experienced or imagined. On the other hand, the growing level is where we try out new and different things which, in turn, make us uncomfortable, erratic, inaccurate, and certainly unable to withstand intense pressure and scrutiny.”

As he says, performance-ready songs should be comfortable enough and predictable enough that you can reliably anticipate how your audition will go before walking in the room.

Ideally, for auditions you can choose songs that you have performed—from memory, of course—in studio class or singing class, in masterclasses, in dem lab, in a jury, or in other performance situations so you know how they play before an audience. It is never ideal to perform a song for the first time in an audition—even if you like the song, even if you sing it well.

Edwin goes on to give a more specific example:

“Your C5 belt note is solid and meets all the requirements of the performing/auditioning level. The D5 in the song you’ve chosen is still a work in progress, under construction, growing. Are you going to tell them that you can sing the D5 about 25% of the time, but you can’t predict when that 25% will occur? Would you cast you with those odds? If they need a singer with a D5 belt, you’re not that singer…right now. Sing the song with the C5!”

As I say in class, there are enough intangibles in play when you go to audition (nerves, an unfamiliar pianist, singing in a new space, etc.). That’s all the more reason to choose music that is tested, comfortable, and in which you can be confident that the panel will see who you really are. Don’t let anything get in the way of that.

Since we are just getting back from fall break, I would anticipate that some of you may not have been practicing regularly this week. Perhaps instead of writing about your practicing you could evaluate how the first half of the semester has gone. Look back at the goals you made in the first blog of the semester. Are you making progress toward those goals or do you need to change your routine to better facilitate improvement?

Now go practice.

37 comments:

  1. I've never really been someone who sets goals and then specifically sets out to achieve those goals. I realize that this attitude makes me generally less disciplined on a regular basis, but it also makes me more happy along the way. It becomes less about the final product, and more about the journey to get there. I didn't even remember one single one of my goals I made in my first blog post until I looked back at it. However, I do realize the benefit of setting goals, as it can give a direction for one’s learning. I think when one does set goals, it should be necessary invest in the process towards that goal rather than investing only in achieving that goal, because then one won’t focus on all of the nuances of getting there (perhaps resulting in the use of damaging technique), and could become discouraged if the goal is not achieved.

    This approach somewhat conflicts with two of the goals that I set at the beginning of the semester, namely “Stick to my practice schedule” and “I want to have fun singing.” I am of the belief that I should practice because I want to practice, and not because I have to practice. The regular schedule practice makes practicing less enjoyable for me, because then it feels like I'm just doing something that I have to do, rather than something I want to do. I completely understand the downfall of this approach though (as I do fall into it myself): that a lack of regular practice could lead to an insufficient amount of practicing. Perhaps I just need to find a way to make regular practice more fun…? But I still haven’t found out how to do that after 11 years of being a musician.

    P.S. Don’t get me wrong, I still practice, just somewhat sporadically, and perhaps less so on the entirety of the things that I should practice.

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  2. My main goal for the semester was to feel confident enough in my voice to share it easily and have an easier time working in front of peers and under pressure in situations like dem lab and auditions.
    I have always been very bad about picking songs for auditions that I have never presented before and only worked on by myself or once in voice lessons. The problem is, I am the type of person who wants to have a different audition song for every show because I always over think what the director wants to see instead of taking my best work that I am most comfortable with. How that relates to my practicing is that I have struggled with working on what I need to work on and instead worked on what I wanted to work on. The result of that is that I have few songs that are audition ready and many songs that are still in the growth phase.
    The moral of this story is that I need to work on more than just want strikes my fancy at the time and find more audition songs. New goals!

    -Madeleine Rush

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  3. I had one of the worst voice lessons ever this week. I put so much pressure on myself and over think everything. I think I was so stuck on sounding pretty. My version of pretty being powerful and belty. Im at a place where I feel more confident in a heady mix then I do in my upper belt which was my bread and butter. I am just extremely frustrated with where I am right now.

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  4. I had two main goals for this semester. In summary, to grow healthily as an artist and adjust to a new environment. In regards to the first, I may be sick with a cold now, but over all I feel much healthier. I haven't been experiencing times where my voice is "shot" or not being able to walk after a dance class. My body and mind are growing with as my training progresses which is exciting. In relation to the second, I am very happy in my environment. I have a strong group of friends, a nice apartment, and have had a few days to relax with the break. I'm very happy with how this semester is going so far, and I look forward to the rest of it!

    -Jacob Weitlauf

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  5. I feel that I have made extreme leaps in my singing technique. I am more aware of my breathe and have notice that as I continue to practice warm ups, my jaw is not bouncing when I move up and down a scale. I think the idea of my jaw not bouncing alone has influenced my performance. I am noticing myself thinking less about my jaw bouncing up and down, and I feel like it allows me to connect to my breath. Kristin Linklater is a voice and speech coach who talks a lot about the diaphragm being the place where your emotions connect to when you are breathing, talking or singing. That has been something on my mind a lot when I sing, and was definitely something I worked on over fall break when I would sing and practice. I have been having a lot of fun since I started releasing my jaw and look forward to exploring more with my emotional connection to songs through the rest of the semester.
    Thanks,
    Lindsie Kongsore

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  6. Singing has been so interesting to me this semester. I always feel like I have to compare myself to others and be "fancy" when singing. It's not about that. I definitely do much better when I work on myself instead of how others think I should work. The first time I sang in class, I was so nervous and wanted to meet everyone's expectation of good. The second time I sang in class, I just worried about myself and it was so much better. We are all still growing and have the same end goal. We should always think positive and block out the hater AMIRIGHT??

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  7. These were the goals I set for this semester:

    1. Practice everyday for at least 20 minutes.
    2. Be challenged. I want to feel like I'm constantly learning and improving.
    3. See what all my voice can do.

    I don't feel like I've made many discoveries thus far. I feel like I'm still in this period of trying to figure out what works for me in terms of practicing. I don't feel like I've been challenging myself, but I don't really know what to do to change that. I want to be progressing and learning, and I don't really know how to make that happen ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

    I'll keep exploring.

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  8. In response to this blog entry, I feel like I am now accepting the notion of singing the performance ready songs for auditions and allowing myself to have that duality alongside my growing singer persona. I feel that in the past I have wanted to show the best, most impressive, most difficult pieces and have fought vigorously against those intangibles - a fight that I more often than not, will lose. I think there is a part of me that thinks my actually better, performance ready, consistent songs are more boring or easier in some sense and therefore I fear they will prove unimpressive. However, I am finding that should I invest as much in those as I do my more difficult and exciting pieces, I may very well have a more successful, consistent audition and performance experience.

    With regard to my goals, I do feel like I have been less timid and taking more risks in exploring the non-classical sounds of my voice in lessons and in practice. I do think I need to step up my memorization game and that may simply be a matter of setting aside time to do so.

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  9. Singing this semester has gone incredibly well. I can really tell how much my voice is growing and changing and I am definitely enjoying all the changes. I have also gained a lot of confidence in my voice over this semester. I am still struggling with not moving my Jaw the last voice teacher I had really focused on the movement of the jaw so to stop doing that is a hard transition for me.

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  10. When I scrolled back to find my goals I scoffed. Some of them I feel I have done a pretty good job of addressing. Some of them I have a long, long way still to go. For example, one of mine was to be better about hydrating. Whelp, as of right now I'm pretty sure my kidneys are one of the most under utilized organs I possess. They've probably shriveled up and blown away by now. But, in all seriousness, I've begun to feel the repercussions of when I don't drink, and on the rare occasion that awareness inspires me to get my act together. I think I've made some progress thus far in the semester, especially in getting more comfortable with my singing voice. As things ramp up for finals, I'll just need to be more diligent about keeping up on my goals.

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  11. This semester has been a rollercoaster. With every part of my life being so hectic at the beginning of the year, I allowed myself to slip into lazy, bad habits and neglect some goals and hopes I had/have for this semester. Looking back at the school year so far, I realize all the wasted opportunities to practice and work my voice, rep, technique. But I also have been focussing and working on my other main goals of releasing tension on in my tongue and jaw and seen improvements or progress in both places. I hope to continue making this progress and commit more to practicing the rest of this semester and year.

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  12. As I read through this blog post, I thought about my go to audition song: "About a Quarter to Nine" from 42nd Street. I always choose this song for auditions because I have been singing it since my freshman year, I feel comfortable singing it at all times, and I just enjoy singing it. Recently, I did an audition where I sang this song and did two monologues and all of them all kind of focused on the same subject matter of a girl in love. I was able to discuss my choices with the auditioner and I expressed that I really enjoy singing this song because I feel it fits well in my voice and that I connect to it. He said that he felt like he saw that in my audition with the song, but not as much of that kind of connection in my monologues. That made me think about my audition choices. I need to feel that kind of freedom in any kind of audition material that I choose. I really like performing this song, but I also need to have a bunch of other audition cuts ready for different styles. I do not feel as prepared in this way and that is something I really need to work on.

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  13. Singing this semester has been quite an adventure. I feel like I made SO much progress this summer and then Bring It On has been so demanding that my progress was halted. I'm just barely recovering from the show, so I feel like I don't have the ability to look back because I haven't gone forward. In fact, after not being able to speak and sing for two plus weeks has made me feel like I don't even remember how. I feel like I'm starting over and now I know that I have a post glottal gap there are tons of new approaches I need to take. It has informed a lot of the issues I've had so it's a bit overwhelming to jump in with so much craziness. Lots of people want different things from my voice, including me. I'm just working to reclaim ownership and command of my instrument so I can start progressing and prepping for Dogfight and so that I can keep up with studio and Cats. It's been frustrating because I have so much music for every commitment to learn but I haven't had a voice so I haven't been able to learn anything. Now that my voice is on its way back I've got a lot of catching up to do.

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  14. I think this semester has been going as well as I could have hoped it would! I remember at the beginning of the semester, I was both excited and nervous to get back into the swing of the ATP schedule. Taking time off allowed me to regain my focus on what I truly wanted to do with my life moving forward. As such, I've been extremely focused and attentive in all my classes because I feel I've revived my passion for pursuing a career as a performer.

    I think I am doing a good job pushing toward my goals because I believe that one of the most important contributing factors toward reaching personal success is having the intrinsic drive to succeed and achieve those goals. In my ATP work in general, and also with singing, my attitude this semester has been much different than it was in the past. Whereas before it would be a struggle to find time to practice or rehearse, or to find new material, or finding the motivation to do anything additionally from what I had done in class. Now, I find myself WANTING to go above and beyond the expectations set for us in class.

    Though the past week or so has been stressful with moving to a new house and catching a cold, I feel that I've made steady improvement from the beginning of the semester 'til now.

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  15. Voice lessons this year have been rough. I feel pretty well stuck where I am because I am not making nearly enough time to practice. I feel I am doing quite well considering in my lessons but if I was dedicating a lot more time to practice and my singing in general I feel I would be much more comfortable with my new progress and work. I am still practicing some (4 to 5 days a week) but for short increments and in weird situations. So my new goal for this year is to be able to figure out how to make my singing a natural part of my week that can't fall by the wayside even when I'm the lead in two shows, or have auditions school and work. I sometimes take my voice for granted and this semester has been a wake up call that that needs to stop.

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  16. I am definitely one of those people who sets goals and then gets preoccupied with my immediate needs instead of my long term needs. However, I think I am generally doing a good job at achieving the goals that I set at the beginning of the semester. My first goal was to stick to my practice schedule. I, of course, fell through pretty quickly on doing a FULL warmup every morning, but I have definitely been warming up my voice with very basic exercises with humming and creating sound, at the very least. My second goal was to expand my repertoire. I think I picked songs that really challenge me musically for the semester, expanding both my options and styles. My last goal was to find more confidence in performance and audition situations. This is definitely the one that is most difficult for me to achieve. However, I think I am getting to a place where I understand the subtleties in my voice and where I am every day so that I can know what to expect from my voice, so I am less worried in general.

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  17. I have definitely been working hard on my voice this semester. I see my progress and it excites me. I have practiced more than ever before but there are many things I need to work on still. My performing skills have also improved because I have fought off anxiety when the time comes. Im not sure why I am so motivated this year, but I am really happy I am. Practice makes perfect and it also motivates. I hope to continue this routine throughout next semester as well.

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  18. Never have I ever before felt more comfortable with being vulnerable vocally in front of a voice teacher and my peers. My general outlook on school is that we are all here to learn, grow, and support each other. As I get older and have gained more experience with singing in front of people, I have learned to not give in to the shark tank of people wanting to criticize me and passive aggressively give me unsolicited advice. I know I am still a work in progress and the truth is, we all are, no matter how advanced an individual singer thinks they are. This profession involves nonstop learning from now and forever. Rather than creating scenarios in my head of humiliating myself in front of my colleagues and professors, I have decided to eliminate my bad habit of always expecting the worst so that I could never be disappointed. Previously, I had always gone by this motto, but only recently did I come to terms with how toxic it was to my well-being and self growth. I am continuing my journey of self-acceptance and learning to be less critical of myself and more “aware”. Confidence is crucial to the success of any performer and if one does not possess confidence, it begins to negatively affect their performances in any aspect, whether it be singing, dancing, or acting.

    - Burke Schoeppl

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  19. I've slowly and steadily been working on my goals. The most successful i've been is filling out my book. I feel way more prepared this semester if I were to have an audition come up last minute. As far as other ones, rather than going through the motions i've tried a lot more to pay attention to the nuances of singing in my lessons and at home. At first I struggled, didn't feel like I was progressing much and probably was trying to hard. But as of late, I think i've gained a better understanding of singing as focus more on shaping my sound the way I want it to be while still being vigilant as to my vocal health.

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  20. In response to this post:
    Ughhhh I understand this because I just sang a song in Dem Lab that I hadn't performed before and it didn't go well because it was way too slow and I forgot the words. It's hard, though, because I don't really feel like I have any vocal jury songs "performance ready." Even my ones from last year, I haven't sang in ages now. And you're not supposed to sing something unless you've performed it before, but it has to be performed for the first time at some point! Oh well. I won't sing in dem lab again until next semester, and by then I'll definitely have some songs "performance ready."
    In response to my goals:
    I was so happy to look back at the first blog and see (not to toot my own horn or anything...) that I've actually done really well at keeping up with them, and I'm really happy with the progress that's happening!! So exciting! Specifically:
    1. My head voice has grown and gotten stronger, and I would like to continue that progress.
    2. I can finally mix on command! In exercises at least. Now I just need to work on being able to mix on command in repertoire. (And I feel like my mix has gotten a lot stronger!)
    3. The other day when we were working on "On My Own" you and Julie both said that I found a really nice place when I belted the word "blind" which I absolutely felt, and then listening back to the recording I really liked what I heard (almost a 'hold and sparkle' sound), so I'd like to figure out how to consistently find that "money spot." On command too.
    4. I don't really feel like my range has expanded lower or higher, and I don't feel like we've been working my lower range too much, so I'd like to move forward with that.
    5. I haven't picked my own rep from the mid-period shows as much as I planned (that's my bad), but I have started looking through them, and plan on picking more.
    6. I am really proud of myself for the amount of work I'm putting in between lessons. I'm practicing more than I ever have before, and the results are apparent!
    MY VOICE LESSON IS ONE OF THE BEST PARTS OF MY WEEK!
    End novel. :)

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  21. I totally agree with this blog post! I am happy that I now have pieces that I am comfortable with and that I have successfully performed in front of people with. Now they are great audition pieces for me! I would love to get to that place in my newfound "mix" and "head voice" (I use quotation marks because I have had some new experiences this semester that have given me new definitions of these terms). I am excited to continue working these growing voices and to one day have them a part of my performing voice.

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  22. I can't believe we are still "just getting back from fall break". It seems like it never even happened!! Anyway, I would like to become more comfortable and confident singing my Italian piece in any circumstance. I feel like when I am completely alone in my home, I am able to sing my aria with confidence and excitement, but the minute I sense someone else is listening I become so self conscience that I forget the words, forget the notes, and just all together psych myself out. I think this may be because it's in a different language, or because I'm not used to the classical style, but it's something I would like to continue to work through. Needless to say, it's not performance ready.

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  23. The beginning of the semester has been great for me this year. I am feeling much more confident in my singing. In my car I just have the time of my life, but when I get into lessons I have a hard time hitting those really high notes even though I KNOW I can hit them. I have learned that confidence is a huge part of singing. I know how to sing well. I have had great teachers my entire singing career. I just need that push from myself to know that it's OK for me to crack sometimes. Coming to terms with this has really helped me in my practice. I try to not think so much about how high I am going and I just keep going.

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  24. I feel like I have come a long way this semester and the entirety of the past year. I feel much more confident and comfortable in my voice/vocal performances. I need to be more strict on myself with practice and making sure that I am getting the proper amount of practice time everyday. I will become more disciplined with that now that Self Defense only has a week left, I can focus a lot more on other areas of my studies. I feel confident where I am though and have a positive attitude about how far I have come.

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  25. Sometimes I find this really hard to grasp! I always want to go into auditions with a 'wow' factor song. And Im finding its often better to go in with an 'old faithful'...I have not been practicing as much as I should be. I have found it very difficult to balance school and being in a show and still finding time to put in the work. I keep telling myself that I will do better when I am out of school but what I really need to do is start right now!

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  26. I feel like I'm moving in the right direction towards fulfilling those goals, but right now I'm working on the nitty gritty stuff in my voice and trying to master that, to eventually reach the big pivotal goals I made for myself at the beginning of the year.
    And I really enjoyed the small remark of "would you cast you with those odds." I'm going to refer back to that next time I'm picking out audition material. I still don't feel that I have found my audition song, and there's not really any song in my book that I feel 100% ready to sing at any given moment under any circumstances. I think that should be a nice focus for me this week!

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  27. I feel that my main goal of becoming a better auditioner is becoming easier and easier to reach. I think my work is coming along quite nicely when it comes to my auditioning skills. I have always been quite terrified of doing singing auditions for anything since I can remember, but class is definitely helping to overcome my mountain of fear. I think our last mock auditions with David were really cool and helped me gain some confidence, as he said that my voice and song were lovely, but his only critique was that I needed to breathe and not be so nervous. I always thought that I couldn't really sing well, so hearing from someone that is in charge of a good part of the MTP, that meant a lot. I think the more that I try and think about my breath and the journey of the character within the song, I can't really go wrong. I just need to get outside myself and forget my nerves and have a good time. I think that with more time and practice, I will eventually get there and be the auditionee that I want to be.

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  28. I think my practice habits have been getting much more consistent both in singing and in other areas of my education. I'm used to preparing for roles or class projects, but something I've been aiming to do is put time into practice even if there aren't any upcoming performances or assignments. Looking back at my goals I wrote at the beginning of the semester I would say I've been adequate in keeping up with them. I defiantly take more time to work and practice when time permits, but I wish I could stick to an actual schedule instead of moments of spontaneity.

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  29. Goals... I have realized that what I have thought to be a reasonable goal has not been working out thus far. I am going to try and up my practice and see if that helps. If not I plan on changing it from a learning new songs goal, to a improve them in a shorter amount of time. As I mentioned before I am bad at remembering to practoce especially when my schedule keeps changing, but that being said I am getting better as time goes on. But I still am not as consistent as I would like.

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  30. One of my largest goals was really working on, and improving my mixed voice. I've definitely noticed that it has improved, but I can't really identify the specific reasons why. I was hoping on keeping a journal throughout this semester to really document my discoveries, but I'll admit I didn't really keep that up for very long. I'd like to get back into writing in it, however, and perhaps that will allow me to identify what specifically it is that is changing and improving my mixed voice.

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  31. I feel like I have been making a lot of progress this semester. The first thing that comes mind is singing in front of an audience, which is something I have always been fearful of. Often times a seize up and forget to breath which, obviously has a negative impact on my singing. My work in Alexander has been really helpful with this and I love how often the skills I am learning in class overlap each other. I took piano for a very long time when I was a kid, but it has been a while since I've really dug into music theory and I really feel like this class is bringing everything back and I am learning so much more.

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  32. The first half of the semester has been really good. I do, however, think I could do a little better with my practice regiment. It hasn't been bad but I think I could step it up a little more and finish this semester strong. And if I can remember to do these blog posts that would be great also. I'm starting to find more confidence in my voice and ownership to it whereas before it was mostly myself throwing out sounds aimlessly to the world. It's also really nice to have at least two songs I can sing now. My understanding of reading music is doing good now I just need to up my speed.

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  33. Thinking back to the first week in the semester and my very first blog post I do feel I have made progress. I remember during the summer, even before fall semester started I was dreading knowing that come sophomore year I would have to get up in front of my peers and sing. I think it is pretty clear it is not something I would ever willingly do and have never been confident with my singing voice or considered myself a "singer" by any means. I think thats where I went wrong, I came into the semester with the wrong attitude. I was already stressed, nervous and anticipating I would do badly.

    Looking back at my first performance I screwed myself over before I even began because I had already accepted the idea that I would do badly, therefore I did do badly. When I first stand up in acting class to do a monologue, scene etc I NEVER ever think I am going to fail, I always think I am going to do the best work I can and I am very confident in my work even if its in it's earliest stages. I am slowly how learning to bring that mentality into singing class. Since I have changed my mentality I have noticed a difference in myself when I stop up next to the piano to sing.

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  35. This is perfect. Something I've known, but haven't consciously thought about. I absolutely agree that an audition song should be something reliable and something that you're way comfortable with. This is probably why I use the same audition songs for everything haha. Songs that you grow with could definitely become audition songs once you're comfortable enough with them.

    Interestingly enough though, I had a song once that I was preparing for a performance. It was a song that I'd practiced all semester and that I was fully prepared to perform. The night of the performance, mid song, I hit a sequence of notes at the beginning of a phrase that I had never hit before, and that completely threw me off. I'm one hundred percent certain that the only thing that saved my ass that day was the fact that I had practiced it a hundred billion times which allowed me to recover quickly before the end of the phrase. So even though I produced the correct sequence 99% of the time, as a human I had the 1% error unfortunately during a performance. How embarassing yes, but how grateful I am that my voice knew how to quickly recover gracefully.

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  36. This semester has been going very well I feel, but after this post I don't really feel like my audition book is audition ready, and now my new goal is to rebuild the book itself with the songs. If I'm judging the songs I have harshly at the performance level I'm currently at then none of my songs really hold up under pressure. Part of the problem is that I built the book in high school without really very heavily considering my voice, but mostly considering song choice. I would like to start again from ground zero building my book, and getting those songs performance ready.

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