Sunday, October 13, 2019

Compliance, Third (and FINAL) Part

In the last two blogs we've been exploring some of the issues that contribute to compliance in the medical field and trying to make connections to our vocal practice schedules. Specifically, we saw how singers with an internal locus of control and strong self-efficacy may be more likely to stick to their practice schedules.

There is one more factor worth mentioning from Dr. Verdolini Abbott's lecture that impacted patient compliance: The demeanor of their doctor.

According to several studies (Korsch et al., 1968; Korsch and Negrete, 1972; Francis et al., 1969), patients who perceived their doctors as business-like were less satisfied with their clinician-patient interaction and were, therefore, less likely to follow directions from those doctors. On the other hand, patients who perceived their doctors as warm and caring were more likely to stick to the programs and procedures prescribed by those doctors.

If we again make a correlation to voice instruction, we might assume that students who perceive their voice teachers to be business-like are less likely to follow their teacher's directions. But if they perceive their teachers to be warm and caring, then students are more likely to do what their teachers say.

So, hold on, does this mean that if I'm not warm and caring enough, it could be my fault if you aren't practicing? I have some thoughts on that. :)

First of all, I don't necessarily believe that being business-like is the opposite of being warm and caring. I think teachers can have a professional demeanor and high expectations for their students while also being warm and caring. Conversely, I don't think teachers who have a warm and caring demeanor automatically have lower expectations for their students.

As an educator, I have long believed that one of the worst things I can do is to burden my students with low expectations, which allow students to underachieve and avoid exploring their true potential, and which condition them to expect rewards for even mediocre accomplishments. This idea is explored beautifully in a blog written by 2013 Rhode Island Teacher of the Year Jessica Waters titled, "We Can't Let our Love for Our Students Morph into Low Academic Expectations."

That being said, we all have demands that impact our ability to complete course requirements. One semester, I taught a single mom who was working a full-time job and dealing with a temporary physical disability. She earned a C in voice lessons, which reflected the effort she put into the class and what she was able to achieve that semester. That C also represented a triumph for this student. When factoring in all of her life circumstances, the fact that she could still pass college classes spoke volumes about her work ethic and character.

I don't always know how well I tread the balance of encouraging you, advocating for you, treating you like professionals, loving you, AND insisting on excellence. One of the best (and worst) aspects of higher education is that the more you know, the more aware you are of how much you still have to learn. So as I continue to commit myself to serving you in the most effective and meaningful ways, I'll keep pushing you while also doing my best to follow the Plato-attributed quote, "Be kind. For everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle."

Now that we're in the second half of the semester, what are the academic and artistic areas in which you need to push yourself harder? How are you doing on the goals you set at the beginning of the semester? Do you need to adjust any of those goals?

Now go practice.

Is it my fault? Is it your fault? Should I stop trying to figure this out and just go practice?

36 comments:

  1. I thought the whole idea of the interactions people have with doctors and how certain perceptions of the interactions change how people then react. I feel like when I go to the doctor I definitely approach it as a professional thing because I want to take everything they say take seriously because what they have to say likely benefits me if I take it seriously. But I also wish I didn't feel like it was ALL professional because it would feel less awkward and uncomfortable, it probably is a completely different feeling when the feeling you have from the doctors is warm and comforting.

    I don't think I'm pushing myself harder because I don't want to stress myself out, but I'm definitely taking my practices more seriously but also having more fun in doing so. And my goals are going pretty well, so I don't think I have any reason to adjust or change anything (for now at least).

    -Connor Mamaux-Partridge

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  2. I practice consistently, however I am not very focused most of the time. I wander off from what I need to do and experiment a lot which I think is actually as, if not more helpful than normal practice. However at the end of the day I need my songs ready, and if I don't buckle down and really work on them, it is going to make it much more difficult. I also still get extremely frustrated with myself easily. I've realized it's only when I'm by myself do I get into this head space.In terms of my goals I think i'm closer on two of them. I can make awful sounding noises, like crazy screeching, without hurting my voice; So that's kinda close to growl?? I've also have begun to really record and listen to myself which is extremely difficult and frustrating but I know it's what is going to help me the most and I have begun to link what I hear in my head to how others probably hear me. I think I am too ambitious for my own good, at least right now. I want to do so many things that it becomes unreasonable and then I get frustrated when I can't do everything I wanted to the way I wanted to. I think all my 'vocal' goals are fine. However If I'm going to survive in the long run I really need to shift my perspective and be OK with legitimate failure while still trying to learn from it rather than get upset again and again.

    -Brendan Lowry

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  3. I love this idea that your teacher also leads to how you see what you are doing. In all honesty, if it were not for different teachers in my life, I would not like the things that I enjoy doing now. The best example that I see in my life is when I had two different orchestral teachers. My first teacher, Ms. Jimenez, was strict, professional, precise, and cared about the music and us. She expected the best from a junior high orchestra, without pushing us to the extreme of us not liking it. She left after my first year, after instilling a love for music in me. My next professor, who will not be named, was very slack. She didn't push us. If it sounded nice, it was passable. But that is not what made me enjoy music. This is the exact same with the voice.

    My voice has been okay. It hasn't been the best, but its still in good form. My last private lesson, I started connecting the acting and the singing techniques, while just living in it and it felt AMAZING. It was a moment that reminded me why I do all of this. And that was something that was needed. I had lost a little bit of confidence. I started feeling fear of having my voice be heard, and it impacted an audition I had. And so I was in a rut. But I feel so much better and my mood has improved in that regard. I just want to continue to have those moments.

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  4. It’s not that I have one area where I need to push harder, its remembering all the things I learn in class and applying them in one. For example, when were going up the octaves In class, sometimes I’ll remember to take a deep breath. Then, I will remember to open my mouth, but I will forget about my breath. So, I’ll do this thing where I remember one thing, but don’t apply the other important factor as well. So, when I practice, I intend to practice but with all around focus. That way each verse or word is sung and improved in a better form. Discipline was one of my main goals at the beginning for me, and now I realized that discipline is needed in not just my schedule, but how I sing. What’s the point of practicing anything if when you practice, you’re not doing it correctly. Now that I have realized this mistake, I’m more confident that a session by myself of singing, will have a greater impact than three session with uneven focus. My goal is the same, but I want to have more focused practices rather than more sessions of an unfocused mind.

    -Max Villa

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  5. I think for me now in the second half of the semester I need to push myself a little harder in motivation. I found now that I closed a show and the idea of starting a new one soon makes me want to use this time off to do nothing but now is the time I should make more headway while I have the free time. Just reminding myself I only have this structure for a few more months before I graduate does really put it in perspective. I can grow so much more before then so just trying to soak in all the learning now.
    I think I am making good headway with my goals of different sounds. It definitely feels more natural and easy to find everyday its just a matter of making it muscle memory.

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  6. Now that we are in the second half of the semester, I am finally settling into a fairly steady routine. This has helped me see the cracks in the areas that I need to work on. I do warm up every day, but often social time conflicts with time I should be putting towards working on my songs. I need to also push myself a little harder academically by not letting myself procrastinate and fall behind on writing assignments and music theory homework. In such an artistic major, I find it harder to have motivation to work on the more academic things. I do believe that I am working towards my goals in a positive manner. I'm getting more comfortable in my voice and I can already tell a difference in the strength of my upper register. I should be on track with all of my goals, I shouldn't need any adjustments as of right now. The next couple months are going to be a struggle to keep motivation, so I will always try to push myself harder when I feel like doing less.

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  7. I definitely agree a lot with the fact that our instructors, teachers, etc. in life should be professional with us but also be people that we can feel free to be ourselves with. There definitely needs to a be a delicate balance between the two aspects.

    In terms of academic and artistic areas, I think one place I need to start pushing myself harder is really getting into the character aspect of the songs I sing. Most of the time, I feel like I have a pretty good time finding the notes and rhythms of the song. It's adding that second layer of character work that I still struggle with at times.

    As far as goals go, I think I'm doing a pretty decent job of working towards all three of them. Memorization is something I am definitely taking much more seriously for this semester, and I think the more I practice without looking at my music, the better my memorization gets. I also feel like I am practicing a lot more when it comes to sustaining notes in my chest area. Things are definitely getting better, and I assume they will get even better with more practice. The last goal, musicality, is still something I'm struggling with/struggling to accomplish. I think that this also comes with knowing the show and what the character wants in this time. Doing more research for my songs and then analyzing character objectives will help me accomplish what I want to do musically.

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  8. After taking the first half of pedagogy this semester, my understanding of the mechanics of my voice has increased so much. David told us this would happen so I don’t know why I’m surprised by it. The issue, though, is that now I feel like I’m more confused about my voice specifically. I know all of these things and what should be occurring, but I have little to know perception of how it is being performed in my body and what I can do to make it easier and more efficient. I’m saying all this because the thing I’m trying to work on right now is establishing a balanced mix, but I feel as though I probably have too much sub-glottal pressure to allow that to happen effectively. I think it’s been getting better but I really don’t know how to monitor how much pressure there actually is there and if it’s too much. I guess it’s just something I’m going to have to continue feeling out until I can create it consistently.

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  9. I think I need to push myself harder to try to understand my placement. When I sing, I can tell when it sounds either good or bad, but not really when I need to make some adjustments. I think I’m doing okay on my goals. Im definitely practicing a lot more than normal and I’ve also really enjoyed incorporating my SOVT exercises into my routine. I do think I need to readjust my goals of finding songs. I think I want to make the most out of the ones I was given, and really try to figure out ‘Dead mom’ from Beetlejuice. I also thought it was interesting about the teacher being responsible for people not practicing. I see why there’s an argument for it, but at the end of the day I think it matters of what the individual is wanting to do. Yes, they could not do work because of the teacher but at the end of the day that’s just hurting them. I think if a student is serious about their work, they will put aside how they feel about who is giving instructions, and do what will help themselves succeed.

    Alexis Pullen

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  10. The notion that someone who sees a doctor as more business like is less likely to listen to that doctor than one who is warm and friendly is an amazing thing about humanity. We all strive for connection to people, and if we do not feel that connection we tend to not listen. In the context of singing, I agree it is much harder to stick to practicing when the singing instructor is not as warm and inviting. I've had some in the past that made me not want to sing with them. The ones I have had the most success with are the ones I have a connection with. This does not mean that it should be used as an excuse, that if you don't like your teacher than it is understandable why you don't practice. Instead, it should be an obstacle that students are aware of so that they can work around it.
    -Grayson Kamel

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  11. I need to push myself harder to not get away with making excuses. I actually really like my voice (??), which is kind of a revelation for me, so that feels good. Funnily enough, my new appreciation hasn't motivated me to practice more consistently. I think I'm letting The Odyssey be an excuse for me not to make time to practice. I'm really psyched about the new songs we're doing in class, and If I Were A Bell, and even though I know I will have fun once I start my practice for the day, starting seems to be the most challenging part. Performing is feeling more and more relaxed as I'm feeling more comfortable in my voice, and so I think my goal now is to be able to fully focus on actioning and the character and Alexander while singing, as opposed to breathing and mixing and all those technical things. I need to practice more consistently, so that the technicalities of singing don't have to be a conscious thought while I'm performing.

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  12. I agree that there is a parallel between the way a teacher presents themselves and students participation and practice. I personally find that I tend to thrive better when I feel like I have a personal relationship with a teacher of mine, but I can also acknowledge that some students do not. So, that leaves teachers finding an important balance. My first ever voice teacher was so strict and hard, that I found myself dreading going to vocal lessons. To me, my vocal lessons started to feel too intense and I found that I lost all interest in learning about the voice. Soon I found that I had completely quit, and had no desire to continue training my voice. In complete contrast the last vocal teacher I had became too much of my friend, and I found most of our lessons were just us talking to each other with little work on my voice. So I think it all has to do with balance.

    As far as how I am doing in the second half of the semester, I have found my motivation slowly increasing. I have been sticking to my practice times, and making sure that I leave time in my week to study for our voice class. I have been pushing myself harder and expecting more for myself, which has been really good for me.

    -Jillian

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  13. I find this very interesting because I think there is a balance to be had when talking about the student and teacher relationship, and in my experience I feel that it is all relative to each student, one may thrive with a more straightforward and down to business professor while another student may do better when there is this "warmth" and " care" presented and continued in the classroom. This also made me think about how the class material and which class it actually is, ( IE, singing, dancing, math, history etc.) also affects the student and professor relationship and that balance or ratio. For me I think I set loose or minimal goals and that might reflect my work ethic in this course but as that class has continued, I have found that I keep setting more goals whether its as little as singing without breaking character and I now see that I have to be more aware of those internal goals and maybe voicing them as well could benefit me and the professor.

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  14. Something I have noticed since being in college, and this semester in particular, is that being in classes with teachers who are not only passionate about their specific area of knowledge, but are also passionate about the success of their students, help me to apply myself to my craft more than I would. As I said in previous posts, I blame things a lot on external forces, and that can make it hard for me to be self-motivating. So when I have a teacher who is clearly only wanting the best for their student, it gives me an extra drive to really work hard and show them that their teaching isn't in vain. An area of my academics and art that I hope to improve on is rediscovering my passion and joy for my work in order to pull out some self-motivation. Most of my life has been driven by schooling, and now that is starting to shift to my craft, and once I'm out of school and aren't required to do anything, I'm going to have to be the one making myself do things. I have done a good job of addressing the original goals I set for myself on the first blog post, but self-motivation is a new goal I plan to work on until it becomes natural to cultivate it within myself without thinking about it.

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  15. I think I need to push myself harder academically by staying consistent with these individual practices. I was doing great for a while but it seems once I started to see improvement and feel better about my singing I felt like I didn’t need to practice as much anymore. So I’ve been focusing on trying to rewire myself in getting back into the pattern of consistent practices. But other than that I have been proud of myself academically, and it has been nice to see my quiz scores improving. Artistically, I would say a challenge I have is both staying in character but also not being flat or off beat. I do just fine at this while at home when I’m practicing but as soon as I get in front of the class I manage to epically fail at incorporating the two at the same time. So I am very eager for my continued singing in front of my peers so that I can improve in that area.
    -Tristian Osborne

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  16. I really liked what was said in this article. I have had some voice teachers (and even piano teachers) over the years that I have been really close with. So close that we would spend a lot of our time talking and chatting. THis made me wonder if because we were closer that my lessons somehow were not as good as they might be if we had more business/professional interactions. I don't know the answer, I do think that my genuine connection with my teachers made me genuinely happy and excited to see them, and from there I would want to push myself more. I also worry that because we were so close I put in less effort. My goals of the semester are going fairly well. I find that each week is a different battle, and when I am in shows I struggle to keep up with my practice. I am hoping that during She Kills Monsters I can keep up my schedule and find a way to practice even a little with my busy schedule.
    -Lexie Thomsen

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  17. I agree that teachers in any field can be both professional but also warm and caring. I also believe that it is relative based on what field the teacher is giving value from as well as it is different from student to student. One may prefer a more professional like teacher and never wants to make things personal with their instructor. Others may only be able to succeed if their instructors are that more personal and loving sort of person. For me, I like a good balance between the two. The best teachers I’ve had in my life can be very sociable, friendly, and caring but also firm, professional, and assertive in the classroom setting. If a teacher leans too far into the professional side, I don’t get as much value. However, the same thing happens if they lean too far into warm and loving side. I had a physics teach in my junior year of high school. She was one of the most loving people I had ever met and she treated all of her students like her children; I always felt safe and comfortable inside of her classroom. However, because of how much she focused on being that “mother figure,” the material she taught never really stuck with me and I had a hard time trying to do well in the class. If she had been a little more business-like I do believe that things could’ve worked out better for me in the long run.
    Another thing I liked about this was the example of the mother receiving a “C” in vocal lessons but still feeling very proud of that grade. As much as we want this to be the case, not everyone can get “A’s” in all of their classes. That’s too high of an expectation for EVERYONE to reach and not very probable. For some, getting an “A” is harder than it might be for others. So when students receive “B’s” and “C’s”, people should wait to “judge” until they find out the amount of work the student put into getting that grade. For some, they may have had to given their 100% in order to just get the “C” and therefore they did their best; that’s all we can ask of people and they should be recognized for that. Rather than condemning them, we should try to understand if they are proud of that grade and did they put the work into that grade. Now, it is possible that people can receive “C’s” because they didn’t try and give their best. At that point, something would need to change in order to help the student grow.
    Which leads me to my next point. I think we forget that someone giving their “100%” is a relative term. Everyone’s “100%” is different and so it shouldn’t be standardized. It is special to each and every one of us. If someone runs a mile in 10 minutes and they used their 100%, that’s a great accomplishment. On the other side, if someone ran a mile in 5 minutes, it doesn’t mean they used 50% of their energy because they were able to get done at a much quicker time, they still had to give their 100% in order to get that time. So it bothers me when people get judged for being tired after doing something even if they have been practicing in what they are doing and are well built for it. Everyone should get tired from performing a task after using 100% of their energy. If they aren’t, they didn’t use a 100% of their energy and at that point there is a problem.
    But I digress and will get off of my soapbox. In terms of how I am doing on my goals, I feel like I’m doing well at trying to sing in the more tenor range. That’s something I’m exploring and practicing a lot more in my private vocal lessons but not so much in class. I do have more songs in my audition book which is nice but I want more and thus I must do more research like I said I would at the beginning of the semester. And then for my third goal, not much has changed in terms of my ability to read sheet music. I think I may need to adjust that goal to FINDING WAYS to get better at reading sheet music rather than just wanting to get better. I should find sources that could help(people, videos, books, etc.) At that point, I think I will be able to work better at that goal.
    -Dylan Burningham

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  18. Hey Brian! This spoke to me with such volume and power because we never really know whats going on in someones life. As you know my personal life and family life has been quite a struggle and has made things difficult for me education wise but I still try to come to class and push on as much as I can. I agree completely with your outlook that someone can be warm and caring and also be professional. I also wish that more people saw it that way and would show more of their personality when instructing but I know not everyone has the same teaching method. Proffesionalism to me comes before all else and just because of the way I've been hard wired I try and learn the most I can. I also think it is the students job to work and give as much attention as they want to get the grade they wish. Though it may be difficult for them, budgeting out time shows where your heart is and what you are capable of. I've always imagined it to be a push and pull relationship. The professor can push and give you all the support in the world but its the students job to pull and take whats given to them. Hopefully I'm pulling enough.

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  19. I find the argument of not practicing being the teacher fault interesting. I definitely agree, and think that a teachers attitude towards work will affect the effort put forward into the work. However, at the end of the day it is our job to do the work. I don’t think a teacher or professor can control that just based on their attitude or wether or not they convey business or causality.

    I’ve been keeping up pretty well with my practice schedule, even over fall break. I’ve been feeling a lot more confident with my singing voice recently and I think the confidence has also helped my voice. Recently, I’ve been able to hit some low and high notes that were previously out of my range.

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  20. I think that in my personal life I am not very good at journalism. I think that this something that is used and pushed a lot in college, and I would like to find a schedule, or a way that I can journal and find something enjoyable about it. right now I think of it as something that I have to do from time to time. I would like to find a way or a style of journaling that works well for me and I can use in future.
    I think that my goals are coming along well, I think I am recognizing my passaggio a lot more and then being able to work through it. I would like to start being able to work through it and just know where I need to start flipping. Even when I don't know what note I am on, like in warm ups, I want to focus more on making the transition more conscious and premeditated. Other than trying to work it out when I am there. I don't think I need to change anything about my goals, just possibly the way I approach them.

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  21. I really like what you said about the business versus the warmness. I think it shows that the teachers I have had more success with I happen to care about outside of the lesson. I think I work much harder because I can tell that you see my progress and are genuinely concerned about my growth. That being said, I think I have the opposite problem where I push myself too hard and forget to give myself credit, and then stretch myself too thin to the point where practicing becomes a burden. I need to remember that I have highs and lows and that progress isn't always linear. I need to give myself more credit for the work I've been doing, and not be so obsessed with fear of failure.

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  22. Something I think I need to work on in practice and in everything else is maintaining focus. I have found that it's super easy to get in to a repetitive cycle and experience some kind of "burnout". Perhaps just changing things up will change the way I focus.

    As far as my goals go, I feel like I'm meeting them pretty well. I predicted earlier that my schedule would likely have to change because of rehearsals for The Odyssey...and I was correct. So things are going according to plan.

    -Amona Faatau

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  23. As we move into the second semester, and the work load increases, so too should my practicing and general voice use. I have been for the most part pretty disciplined in my practicing schedule. And I have actually noticed improvements vocally myself. I feel confident in my growing knowledge not only of how my voice sounds but feels. I am gaining information in good use for my voice, along with general anatomy of my usage that is helping my understanding. I've noticed that content and song choice is of utmost importance. I work harder if I am more moved by the work I have to do. I look forward to how this class will move forward, and change my perspective of my voice in the future.

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  24. I tend to find that I respond well to both a warm and caring approach to teaching and a more regimented and business-like approach, as long as I feel like an equal or feel respected within the context of the student/teacher dynamic. If I'm in a learning environment with a very strict hierarchy of the teacher possessing all of the information and lording over their students, I typically shut down and do not feel motivated continuing to engage with material inside and outside of the classroom.
    I get the most excited when I'm in an educational setting and I get the sense that the teacher is learning and discovering almost as much as their students. The hierarchy disappears, and it becomes a mutual passing of information and cohesiveness between student and teacher.
    In your studio, I feel like I have permission to bring what I have to the table so that we can work on solving issues together. It's never about how much practice I may or may not have done, or how much memorization I've accomplished. It's about what we can right there, in that moment, with the preparation and practice that I bring to the table. Having this idea makes me want to practice more often, so that I can have more to bring.
    In terms of holding myself accountable with outside practice, it has helped to have free time in order to do it. I feel my voice changing and my confidence growing when I actually put in scheduled work times and moments that I can spend reviewing my material.

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  25. I could definitely push myself harder in certain aspects of my life academically and artistically. One of the biggest things I am in desperate need of pushing myself harder in, is focusing and putting energy into school assignments, especially out side of my ATP classes. I am making pretty decent headway toward achieving my goals, but I am still pretty far of from truly achieving them.
    I have been keeping to my practice schedule surprisingly well. I have been focusing really hard into thoroughly examining my voice every time I practice, and making sure to keep myself to the schedule I created for myself. There are a lot of times that I could definitely keep to it a lot better than I am, but I am making pretty decent strides to keeping to it.

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  26. I agree with and appreciate your thoughts and points about the balance between caring and driving doctors/teachers, and it's something that I feel really fortunate to be able to observe in all my mentors, and in my medical team, when it comes to my chronic illness.
    I am slowly seeing myself progress in the areas I really struggle in, but I am very frustrated by the disconnect between what I feel in regard to my drive, ambition, dedication, investment, etc. and what is perceivable. I love learning and I feel growth happening, and my commitment to the content of the class when it comes to studying and practicing is something I am really proud of, but I know it would be even more if I appeared more applied in the classroom, so that's something I'm definitely still working on and trying to balance better in a way that is reflective of the respect and enjoyment I have for, and get out of the class.

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  27. I find that now that we're heading into the second half of the semester and in the "home straight" I find myself getting tunnel vision. If the assignment isn't something that I can see manifesting itself in a way that I find artistically fulfilling I push it to the bottom of my work pile. And by doing this I set myself up to fail. I need to push myself to stick to my schedule and do the work I need to do as it comes.
    -Grace Cawley

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  28. Going through this second part of the semester there have been days that I need to make sure that I keep on improving with m,y voice and practicing the songs. I am doing all of these things it is just hard at times to juggle all off the responsibilities at once but it is something that I need to start doing now because this is my dream and helping make my dream come true everyday. looking at the goals that I made I do not think I need to change any of them. still trying to work hard.

    Alex Fish

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  29. I need to push myself harder to do the work ahead of time- in all areas. I always get things done, but often right at the last minute. This can lead to working without my full intention or effort- if I am being honest. I feel like my work could be so much more motivated from a place of genuine hunger for improvement, rather than just “knowing” I need to improve and shooting in the dark.
    At the beginning of the semester, I recognized specific things that I aligned in the sight of my goals to help me along the way. I was doing well the first half of the semester in working on musicality, finding my love of singing- rather than just focusing on technique so much that I couldn't enjoy just releasing my voice for the joy of singing. It really helped to go back to a youthful mindset, which allowed me to get out of my head- another one of my goals.
    Although stressful at some times, balancing rehearsal everyday with school- which is different from how it was for me in high school- has been super helpful in allowing me to understand how to balance things. I had a goal to become more consistently on top of things as well and, although I fell off the horse for a second TBH, it is helping me hop back on and ride towards my goals from, shockingly, TWO MONTHS AGO. Time flies when you’re a sophomore.

    -Tregiorni (Trey Pullen)

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  30. I agree a lot with what this says about having a kind and loving teacher. As much as I try to work hard and do what I can by myself with a more distant teacher I feel much more inspired to achieve my goals and focus on specific things when I feel I have someone in my corner who is aware more of me individually. Whether or not a teacher is more aware of me as an individual when a teacher is more caring and responsive to my class it makes me feel like they care about me as a person and not just a student. This can be really helpful to me. Practicing has been going better and worse for me since Macbeth. I feel like I’ve gotten more time and felt less stress on my voice then I was before, but I’ve also lost a lot of the drive and dedication I felt now that I’m not in a show.

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  31. I told myself that I would be really good about turning in assignments on time, but here I am writing a late blog post! And I have been getting assignments in late for other classes too (yikes). This isn't a lack of interest but rather a lack of planning. I need to re evaluate my priorities so that I can get my work in on time.

    Artistically, we talked in my last lesson about how my sound is getting closer and closer to where we want it to be and that makes me really excited! I want to put more emphasis on intention when I breathe between phrases. I also really liked the mesa di voce exercise that we did and I plan on exploring that so I can have even more colors and choices when singing.

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  32. I agree. Being professional doesn't mean that anyone has to lack any care or kindness. I'm working this semester on diversity in my practice sessions so that my voice can learn to adapt quickly to new sounds and different muscle memory can be shifted around all in one lesson... if that makes any sense haha. It does to me.

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  33. Now that we're in the second half of the semester I have realized that the work load is much heavier than i presumed. I have struggled turning assignments as you can tell.... This semester im working on gaining that real legit classical tone, because as i sing right now it just sounds like a half-assed classical voice. I feel like i unfortunately have not focused insanely on my goals i set at the beginning of the semester because they are more for the contemporary approach. However I still am open to applying them to my current training. I believe it might be best to form my goals more around the classical technique training i am currently receiving. Practicing is definitely something im getting much stronger at... Before college i would rarely practice but now that i have my schedule, I am much more strict on myself to practice. All is well that ends well i guess :)

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