As you have probably noticed, I often quote professor, author, and vocologist Lynn Helding in this blog, and for good reason. She is widely recognized in the field of voice pedagogy for her work applying cognitive science to singing.
One of the topics I have seen her discuss many times is the difference between learning (or practicing) and performing. As she says:
Learning is…
-A process that takes time (weeks, months, years)
-Dynamic (requires effort and attention)
-Messy (doesn’t follow a straight line)
-Destabilizing (as old habits are undone)
Performance is…
-Refined
-A display of what we can do
-A reflection of where we are at one moment in time
-Prepared with an audience in mind
This distinction is crucial, particularly because I find that singers often approach practice sessions as performances as opposed to opportunities for exploration and learning.
For instance, if your practice sessions are all about making beautiful sounds 100% of the time, you may be performing instead of practicing. If you are overly conscious of the fact that your roommate or family member in the next room can hear you when you're singing, you may be performing instead of practicing. If you're running through your songs without going back to work on trouble spots or to explore different sounds and intentions, you may be performing instead of practicing.
Of course, we do have to practice performing. When you have a performance coming up, you probably need to stop exploring new options, start settling into your choices, and begin refining what you're doing. Your practice sessions then should be about consistently repeating the choices and intentions you will use in your performance. That's the best time for full run-throughs of your songs.
But when we are practicing with the intention of building skills and capabilities, THAT'S when we need to address long-standing inefficiencies, work systematically on all aspects of technique, thoughtfully problem-solve, and have the patience to stick to the frustratingly long road to progress.
Then when we do perform, we can step away from this tedious but necessary process and lean into what we CAN do at that moment.
In your practice sessions, do you ever catch yourself performing when you mean to be practicing? How can you bring yourself back into the concentrated, effortful work of practicing in those moments?
Now go practice.
Sometimes practicing can be like walking through fog, when the goal in front of you is difficult to see. But consistent steps forward will lead you to the destination. |